Sunday, September 25, 2005
we had a fight . ya . me and hiim . cryiin my heart outt now . nearly lost hiim .
over a silly matter . i rather not mention iit . sobx sobx . why does relationships bring us so much pain and anguish ?? . hurhs ? why ?? .i dont wish to live animore . im so fucked up . studies . hiim . friends . especially those two . i think im sufferin from depression . cheerful me on the outside. burt inside . noone understands .i love hiim . i really do . if he ever leave me . i cant imagine what i'll do . i have noone . my friends. leadin their life . im afraid i'll go back to my old ways . ohh god . please . i dunch want that . i just want hiim .i dont wanna be alone . im sufferin all by ma self . please madhan . i dunch wanna lose you . ever agaiin . please stick to your promises . please deariie . i just cant survive without you . it'll be hell ferr me .PLEASE .
life is so unfair !! i want him back. the old him ! . and studies . its so hard .
what do u guys think we are ???? my gawd !! im fuckin stressed up .and there he is . pushin me . askin me to try harder . URGGHH!!!!!!
a poem . i did . all by maself . just ferr hiim .
Sitting here thinking Of the times you've hurt me.Wondering why I still love you.Maybe it's your eyes.The way they make me feel so good inside.Or the way you smile.That makes me feel that I've never been so happy in my life.It's probably just the way you are.A funny, sweet, caring, cute guy that every girl dreams of.But all the times you hurt me.I just don't understand,Why I still love you.
