i dunno why.
i love you.
but still.
i hate you.
the words you used on me.
it just hurts too much.
im sorry for sayin the words i've swore never to say.
im sorry for breakin your heart.
i guess i was just too pissed off yesterday.
cant believe i thought of leavin you.
again.
dear i do love you.
i guess long term relationships do sucks.
tell mama im sorry.
im sorry to hurt you and dissapoint her.
maybe our dreams werent meant to be true.
just let me think it over dear.
but i want you to know.
no matter what my desicion is.
i have always loved you.
noone else.
im just through with all shit.
you took me for granted.
knowin how soft hearted i am.
guess your tears were unable to move me in any way this time.
too bad this happened on our anniversarry.
guess it wasnt meant to be at all.
one year and four months.
thanks for stayin by my side.
one thing though.
I LOVE YOU STILL.
