Sunday, March 26, 2006
guess what.
i just got home.
since yesterday.
and i've been through HELL.
im cryin so hard.
fear of losin him.
fear of losin ma freinds.
why must everythin happened to me!
everything was just perfect!
heres the whole story.
and.
darn,im cryin again!
organised a pit.
25march06.
to celebrate my belated birthday and fidah and sky's 1 year anni.
it turned out to be HELL.
some stranger place a pack of cigarettes at our pit area.
he was wearin grey shirt and black or dark blue pants.
we werent aware of it.
was chilling when suddenly 1 police car came.
they asked if we had seen a commotion anywhere near.
after that,the screened us..
well its normal so i din think much of it.
until they found that pack of ciggies and we got the shock of our lifes!
inside was four ciggies and a packet of DORMICUM.
and yeah it wasnt ours!
i was like,"damn!we're so dead!confirm kita yg kena!"
and as i thought..
we did..
our bags were checked.
nothin was amiss or found.
few minutes later another car came.
then another.
then,
jackpot!
the van came.
i looked at hunnie.
he looked back.
we knew what was cummin.
i was so scared ready.
guess cos it was my first time.
we had to get our urines tested.
we were brought to bedok hq.
the police officers were like so rude!
damn!
but still,i just had to shut up!
we were handcuffed.
first time sia aku kena!!
urggh!
hunnie keep lookin at me.
and said silently "i love u..dont cry.."
he kept saying that all the time..
and i just couldnt stop cryin..
we were placed in the lockup.
and then the cell.
i and hunnie were separated.
how i wish i could at least hug him.
my god.its so hard typin this out..
:'(( . im just missin him so much.
continue.
i was fine.
urine was negative.
so im free.
mum,dad and sis came just now.
and now here i am at home.
mimi and fidah said their parents bailin them.
i couldnt really make out what they said.
prayin hard they'll be fine..
now the ones free is me and yat..
im so fuckin worried!
sobs sobs..
:(( ..
sayang..kalau apa pun jadi..
i tetap dengan u..
sory i din reply when u whispered i love u..
i was too depressed at the thought of losing u AGAIN.
please baby cum back to me..
i'll be waitin right here..
i keep in touch with mama and baba ok..
just to keep up with u..
i love you ...
8:48 AM
