Sunday, April 30, 2006
thought i wont be updatin.
but theres too much on my mind.
probation ended.
as i expected.
things changed.
not girls.
but friends.
friends are your top priority now aint it.
you dun realise the change in u.
but i do.
i was everythin to u.
but now.
ur frens are.
they said im too what?
possesive?obsessive?
for the past 15 months of your probation.
who was the one who stood by your side day by day.
although i could go home later than u.
i still went off with u.
but u?
no.
u tend to send me home and join back the fun.
wheres the promises u made?
its so hard to give up.
im tryin my best.
im tryin not to contact u all the time.
all i asked for is to inform me of your whereabouts.
and dun just wait for me to msg u first.
use your initiative.
if i were the one doin this.
im sure u'll be totally mad at me.
i regret wastin my time.
i regret goin home earlier just for your sake.
i regret buyin u those stuff.
i regret waitin for u while your inside.
i regret rejectin him over u.
cos u.
will never treasure me.
i know ur feelins for me.
they show.
but ur just caught up between ur frens and i.
just for u to know.
dont be too caught up.
till u finally lose the one that u have always loved......
11:07 AM
