say whatever u want.
i dont care anymore if u all hate me or
comment anything bad bout me.
i know i did a mistake.
a really big mistake.
but i aint gona sit around and let it pass me by just like that.
i know what i did.
and im taking responsibility for it.
im gona look after her myself.
its not as if i'd let everyone else handle this situation.
u guys say i act as if nothin happened.
but,u cant expect me to sit around all day and think of this situation.
i'll go mad!!!
what do u want me to do?
cry and seek forgiveness all the way????
darn.
if u think im bringin shame,
ookay,i totally understand.
but have u think of what im going through and feeling??
u all feel upset and dissapointed.
but me??
im sad,scared,dissapointed,worried and i feel so guilty.
dont u guys even care??
i have feelings too if u dont realise.
its not easy for me too.
and im not askin all of u to take care of her.
i am strong.
just like my dad said.
be strong.
he gave me encouragement.
so does my mom.
why cant u guys understand???
whatever it is,
i dont care.
all i care about is my family now.
they are my strongest support.
and they have already prove it to me.
i love them to death.
dont worry.
i'll become ignorant of others.
all i ask for is for my parents to have faith in me.
i can change.
and im trying.
and i can do it.
please believe that your daughter is strong.
please.
i love u both.
