okehh.
its seriously disturbing okeh.
i hate it when u do that.
its so not fair.
why must everytime when sis does somethin wrong,
u'll pull me into the picture?
saying shes folowin me and blah blah blah?
i have changed so much.
and yet your sayin she still follows my attitude.
i WAS never bothered about my room last time.
i DIDNT care whether it was messy or whatever.
but now?
dont tell me you cant see the difference in me?
eversince u asked me to change that day.
i tried and i did.
it was not easy.
and i cant believe u didnt even see
or appeciate it.
its always like that.
everytime sis does somethin wrong,
you'll get mad at me too.
and actually,i wasnt even in the wrong!
but when i do somethin wrong,
you'll still treat sis nicely.
but when it comes to me.
everythin is just the opposite.
both of you treat me like that.
one says sis is too young to be scolded and the other
gets mad at me for no reason.
what hurts me most is when u treat her the same when i
do somethin wrong.
but when its her wrongdoing,
u'll get mad at both.
am i suppose to be responsible for all her
wrongdoings???
its so not fair.
yes i lied when u asked me that day if
i found your love one sided.
i said no.
the reason was i thought it wasnt that bad.
but now,
im saying,YES!
whatever it is,i still love u.
maybe i just deserve to be treated this way.
