can't wait till this is over.
im gettin sick sittin at home.
try sitting at home for like 44 days.
im goin crazy already.
and to tell the truth,
i've been sittin at home much longer
than expected.
6th january,
please be fast.
haisshh.
im glad i've not had
any negative comments about my decision.
and if you're thinking of saying it now after reading my post,
go on lahh.
like i even care.
like i said,i have my own reasons.
its my life.
and it gives u no right to interfere in
whatever im doin or whatever decisions i make.
hopefully,in 3 years to come,
my dream will come true.
HOPEFULLY.
all i need is support from my loved ones.
which i don't think im gettin 100%.
but,
whatever.
im sick just thinking bout it everyday.
is not as if im throwin my life away completely.
step aku keje hostess jerr.
don't make it sound as if i've already wasted my
life la please.
=)
and so,
i've been browsin through friends in friendster.
and some girls totally piss me off.
like,waddehell.
apa kau nak jual siakk.
especially those who added my bf.
most are okayy.
only a few irks me to the max siaa.
murah sangat per nak pakai baju tu macam?
da laa tuu.
abeh nak send send smile kat bf aku uhh.
apa?nak suro dia pikat ko?
tak dapat sak!
its understood uhh if u were out and u took those pics.
it shows that thats your style wen ur out and u have no
intention of showin those boobs of yours.
but when u take pics of yourself lying at home with those
boobs almost spilling out.
what does it says siaa?
nampak sangat nak letak kat friendster to attract
attention kan?
and somemore,ur attached sakks.
tah jantan ko tau ke tak kau letak gmbr2 tu macam.
please ahh k.
have some respect for urself.
sesapa yang terase kan.
kau pehh pasal ahh.
if u think aku busukkan nama kau,
think again ahh.
sejahat aku pon,aku tkda pn letak
gambar2 tu macam.
and pls stop sendin bf aku smiles
and messages seme ah k.
anyone who disagrees with me,
have your say la ehh.
its my opinion.
morever,its MY BLOG.
so on the 18th,
i finally met mimi darlink.
but i was fuckin shock with her new look
and attitude.
to tell the truth,
i really didnt like it at all.
seriously,
she looked like a minahrep.
it was a mirror to what i was back then,
3 years ago.
well my wild side is gone.
and now she's just gettin started.
nak kate time lambat pon ader.
haizz..
i miss the sweet innocent her.
well,hope its not goin to get worse.
and tasha sayangs,
aku tau ko confem baca nie.
wakaka.
ko tu pon.
i loike ur new look tapi
takmo wild sangat.
seram aku.
kekeke!
titi cute amacam?
nari pon esha da one month.
lagi lama lagik ahh.
hahaks.
love u babe.
sometimes when i see them gitu.
i feel like having the same image.
but then i know hunnie wont approve of it.
it sucks laa of cos.
but i gotta live with it.
aniway.
it was because of him that
i changed in the first place.
so thanks hunnie.
heeeee.
one more thing,
i miss dak2 bedok la.
its been so long sehh.
i miss haziq,haadi and bhai the most.
the ones closest to me and hunnie ah.
haizz.
take care okayy.
kay la.
been one long one.
will update soon.
bye u all!
