it was an unexpected dream.
of all people,i dreamt about him.
wonderin why..
we are history.
yet,after waking up,
the feelings i had before rushed back.
however,it was only for a moment.
i aint betrayin hunnie at all.
it was just for a moment.
yeah i admit,
the whole day,
i ended up thinkin of the great times we had.
he wasnt as loving as hunnie.
and i wasnt his first priority when we were together.
unlike hunnie who placed me above all.
but,one thing he never did was,
playin behind my back.
which was what hunnie did before.
whole of yesterday,
i kept thinkin,
which was a better choice.
the one who made me his first priority but had others.
or the one who had only me but was closer to his friends.
hmmmms.
but,i aint thinkin of choosin la.
obviously,im stickin with hunnie.
just that,sometimes i wish hunnie would be faithful
like him.
haha.
hunnie will kill me if he knows.
so feez you better shut up.
hahaha.
but kan,hunnie shows that hes changin.
but im still doubtin him.
so,
whatever.
and about that guy,
i would prolly still be with him,
if i had not betrayed him.
it was my fault.
but well,all is history.
i've chosen hunnie.
and i know i have to accept him for who he is.
no matter how damn irritatin he is.
hah.
hope all will go on well.
okeh,
i seriously cant wait to meet my gfs this monday!
its results but i dunno why i aint that nervous.
prolly becos i know where im goin.
na uh.
i aint continuin to sec 5.
cant stand another year in the
"WONDERFUL" springfield.
hahaha.
i had a plan before.
but after a chat with my cousins.
im still considerin.
cosmo or private o??
but it'll be in 2008 la.
not next year.
haizzz.
pening pala la siaakks.
nemy nemy,
i just cant wait to meet them.
love love u all la.
so here's some collage of me and my gfs.
the ones who im missin so much now!
nothin else to do la.
hee.
enjoy.
and bubye.
my school gfs!meetin u guys soon!love u all la bell,lenna,janna,fifi & tasha!
sis in law and me.da lame tau tak jumpa!
mimi and me!miss u girl!
ni terpaling touchin..me and bestie!!my beloved tasha!sayang dia manyaks!
me and fidahsky!miss u too girl..
my school gfs!meetin u guys soon!
sis in law and me.da lame tau tak jumpa!
mimi and me!miss u girl!
ni terpaling touchin..me and bestie!!my beloved tasha!sayang dia manyaks!
me and fidahsky!miss u too girl..