yesterday,
went to ica building with hunnie and dad.
felt great bein out.
hahs.
went there for some stuff.
was lucky everythin went smooth.
no complications at all.
after that,
went straight home la.
hunnie tagged along.
he misses someone everyday.
so hes like here everyday too.
LOL.
oh well.
i'll be hunting fer a job soon after the month goes by.
hopefully i'll find one.
well adeq said her workplace has vacancy.
and that was 3 weeks ago.
wonder if they still have a place for me.
wish me luck!
i really need to start workin fast.
haizz.
money money.
drop from the sky can?
haha.
okehh crap.
i've been down these days.
the main reason was the hate tag i got
the other day.
it was totally disturbin.
i really couldnt accept it.
hunnie told me to be strong.
and that noone can bring me down just like that.
but still.
i really couldnt accept it.
wait till u have one of ur own moron.
then u'll feel how i feel when
someone says that of her/him.
aniways,
i've ban u.
so,find ways to get here back yeaa?
hah.
was in a lil conflict with hunnie
late at night yesterday.
i just cant stop being suspicious of him.
he says his with his friends but somehow
i just cant trust him.
prolly beacause of his ways in the past.
i still find it hard to believe him.
everytime his friends call,
i will still get mad at times.
sometimes i feel neglected
and feel that he only cares for his friends.
wonder if im wrong or right.
urrggghhh.
someone convince me please.
one thing im relieved though.
he finally shows that he cares.
by showin up at my house,
everyday.
now am i contradictin myself?
haha.
whatsoever.
im just glad we're still together.
goin through all this odds.
hopefully,
it'll last forever.
18 july 2004 - ??????
eternity?
haha.
prayin hard.
=)))).
